One of my resolutions for the new year is to exude positivity. Yet only 13 hours into the new year, I already feel like crying. In this social media age it’s so hard to avoid comparing yourself to others. Take the issues you already have and add in the envy you feel from watching everyone else have ‘perfect’ lives around you and dejection is inevitable. I almost feel like a failure for already being unsuccessful in maintaining my main resolution after just 13 hours of the new year (and honestly I was asleep for most of those hours). Almost. Because I know that resolutions are meant to be works in progress. Although I’m making them today on the first of the new year, I’m making them as guidelines for a healthier and happier lifestyle. So here’s to 2019: may it be a year of growth, learning, and loving fearlessly.
it’s easier to say “im tired” than “im so sad and lonely i feel like there’s a weight in my chest and my body is so heavy i have no energy emotionally, physically or mentally to even move from my bed”
when you feel like shit and wanna talk about it but don’t want to bother anyone so you just sit in a puddle of your own feelings and internally collapse for awhile
